Thursday, March 27, 2008
// 8:01 PM
As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so-called 'best friend'.
I stared at her long, silky hair.
I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that.
And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before,
and I handed them to her.
She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her.
I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy.
And I don't know why.
11th Grade...The phone rang.
It was her on the other end.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone,
so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa,
I stared at her soft eyes,
wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags ofchips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me,said 'thanks,' and gaveme a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her.
I want her to know that I don'twant to be just friends.
I love her,but I'm just too shy.
And I don't knowwhy.
12th Grade...
The day before prom she walked to my locker.
'My date is sick,' she said.
He's not going to go.
Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th gradewe made a
promise that if neitherof us had dates
we would go together just as 'best friends,'
so we did.
Prom night,
after everything was over,
I was standing at her front doorstep.
I stared at her.
She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystaleyes.
I want her to be mine,
but she doesn't think of me like that,
and I know it.
Then she said, 'I had the best time,thanks!'
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her.I
want her to know that
I don'twant to be just friends.
I love her,but I'm just too shy.
And I don't knowwhy...
Graduation Day...
A day passed. A week passed.
Amonth passed. Before I could blink, itwas graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn'tnotice me like that, and I knewit.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat,
and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulderand said,
'You're my best friend,thanks!' and gave me a kiss onthe cheek.
I want to tell her. I wanther to know that I don't want to bejust friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy.
And I don't know why...
A Few Years Later...
Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married,now.
Iwatched her say, 'I do' and drive off to her new life,
married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but
she didn't see me like that,and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and
said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!'and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her. I want her to know that Idon't want to be just friends.
I loveher,
but I'm just too shy.
And Idon't know why...
Funeral...
Years pass, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl
who used to be my best friend.' At the servicethey read a diary
entry she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he were mine.
But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him.
I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends.
Ilove him, but I'm just too shy,
and Idon't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me...
i wish I did too...i thought to myself, and I cried.
SINCE YOU'VE OPENED THIS,
SOMEONEWILL TELL YOU
THEY LOVE YOU AND
WOULD DO ANYTHING
FOR YOU...BUT..
tell the girl/boy .
You LOVE her/himso much !!!
If not it will be toolate !!!
If ur a girl, post as:' Don't be afraid to tell him thatu love him'
If ur a guy, post as:' Don't be afraid to tell her that ulove her'
i love you brendon! {:
Love,
in your eyes.
